Monthly Archives: July 2012

Day 20: Failure Fear Fail

Posted on July 29, 2012 by Randy Krafft

In facing the postponement character through and as distractions within and as myself, I recognized yet another character of postponement: the Fear of Failure character. This character will rear its ugly head on a regular basis, if allowed, and can … Continue reading →

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Day 19: Self-Forgiveness for Distractions Galore

Posted on July 25, 2012 by Randy Krafft

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become preoccupied with research – reading material and watching videos about various topics while participating within and as my distraction postponement character as a method of postponing facing myself within this … Continue reading →

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Day 18: Distractions Galore

Posted on July 22, 2012 by Randy Krafft

There are SO MANY things ‘out there’ to distract me/us from facing myself/ourselves… And, they’re systems that I am, through allowance, guilty of creating and perpetuating… Throughout every minute of every day we can occupy ourselves with ‘stuff’ – vast … Continue reading →

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Day 17: Self-Distraction

Posted on July 21, 2012 by Randy Krafft

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fail to see, realize, and understand that I have developed a pattern of existing within and as a character of postponement by creating distractions for myself instead of honoring my commitment … Continue reading →

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Day 16: Trained to Think

Posted on July 17, 2012 by Randy Krafft

Day 16: Trained to Think I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to train myself, from a young age, to ‘think’ about stuff – analyzing decisions, opinions, circumstances, actions, reactions, and other ‘stuff’ – due to being raised at … Continue reading →

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Day 15: Reunion

Posted on July 11, 2012 by Randy Krafft

Day 15: Reunion Recently, I attended my Class of 1972 Reunion to celebrate the 40 year anniversary of our graduating from high school. Prior to the event, I caught myself going into future projections, anticipating who I might see and … Continue reading →

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